Like I said, this is probably the worst fever episode Joey ever suffered from. Has been taking her temperature the whole day, and it keeps going up and down within the 38-degree mark, and at times, crossing the 39-degree mark.
It is super obvious that Joey is really sick this time round. Previous times when she was sick, she would still be very active and playful. But this time round, all she does is lie around and look very sedated. The medication could be the reason, but it really pains my heart to see her so tired & lethargic. Sigh..
Whole day, she's been eating and sleeping and eating and sleeping. She would wake up, then drink her milk, then lie down on a cushion on the floor and just stare into thin air. I am sure all of you who has had any encounters with her, know that this is almost an impossible scenerio. I just had to pick her up from the cushion and put her into her sarong and she would sleep immediately. No struggle. No screams.
Aiyo! My heart feels so painful just looking at her.
I stared into her eyes quite a lot today. She just laid there still, and stared back at me. I am not trying to be melancholic, but her eyes really seem to tell me, 'Help me, mama... very painful...' Cannot take it!! God, please heal my baby!!!!!!!
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