In the world of the J Babies, 1+1 does not equal to 2.
It’s equal to 10000000000000 (Basically an uncountable number. You get what I mean).
When the girls are apart from each other, they are just individuals. But when the duo combine powers, it’s unfathomable. One brings me great joy, but two bring me immense indescribable happiness. When two should double, they multiply many times instead. It’s a logic I’ve been trying to figure out on my puny brains. But apparently, it’s a logic that exists in the supernatural realm – Much along the lines of the Emperor with his new clothes. I’ve long given up trying to find out why.
What inspired me to write this blog entry was however a much less heart-warming one.
I was trying to complete a work assignment on my laptop after dinner, and the two girls were chasing each other from room to room, climbing up and down the furniture, somersaulting down from the table, pulling out all the dirty laundry and trying to murder each other. I just sat there looking at the whole mess and as if nirvana hit me, I suddenly felt that I’d created a spiral of laughter, fun, hysterical noises and ahem sweat just by giving birth to two girls. Just two innocent adorable girls who love to run, and they make the world a whole lot happier and cheerier. A little over-the-top emo, I know. Must be my PMS.
I watched ‘Marley & Me’ with my brother just a few days back (Yes, I’ve never watched the movie before!), and I really relate to the movie when Jennifer Aniston was talking to her husband one late night, and she said she can’t remember what she was like before the kids came along. The kids had made her a different person from before she had them. To me, that’s an inevitable part of life. There’re times I wish hubby and I could go back to pre-kids days and basically live everyday of our lives with so much freedom, doing whatever we want to do, and just chionging all the way in our career. But deep down, I know the kids have moulded us to be who we are today, and our relationship is stronger than before because of them as well. Our kids are a part of us, our love and commitment to each other. We may not be the best parents around, but we are definitely proud parents. We are proud of Joey and Jayne, and because of that, we are happy. :) 
Love my girls TTM. =)
